is this normal?
so like its almost 3 am here and i finally have steady internet so im rping (karkat of course) and like it feels like hes my character. i mean, obviously hes not but like
i feel everything he does like one of my own. i see the shit he goes through and i just want to hug him and tell him its gonna be all vetter
see with my characters, i draw from my own experiences, my own inner pain, happiness, whatever. i mean, its definately THEIR own emotion because my characters are like my kids and stuff but the well is kind of me? i dont know how to explain it
but like im writing emotional shit and just sobbing. just fucking sobbing seeing how upset karkat is. i mean, theres self loathing in all my rps but in this one hes just drunk all the time and trying to drown out the pain of heartbreak, being a mutation of being a failure
and im just fucking sobbing
is this normal?! jesus fuck guys i cry over my characters and i fight with them but like kk is property of hussie
oh my gooooooooooooood someone make it stawp
